Superfical

Have you ever looked and someone and thought, if I don't make some changes in my life that will be me in so many years? That happened to me on my way back from Indiana. I had a layover in Salt Lake City, and I was waiting at the gate and two business women came over. I was sitting there looking at them with their Louis Vuitton luggage, hand bags, briefcases and expensive suits. I realized that was me. I noticed either of the wore wedding rings. They are probably married to their jobs.

I remember when I was younger thinking "If I work hard I can have it all." It seemed all I ever wanted were nice cars and fancy stuff. The designer hand bags and clothes. So I did, I worked hard and climbed the ladder. Now I am where I always said I wanted to be. Very successful! But I'm still not happy. Even though I have all those things I always wanted, they dont seem to matter much anymore. Now I look at my life and all I have accomplished at an early age, I just want a simpler life. I want to live in a big house and acres, with dogs and cats. I want an 8 to 5 job, not one that consumes all my time, stresses me out and has me traveling all over the bay area. Something that I would be happy doing, but stills allows me time with family and to travel. I want to be able to leave work, at work at the end of the day. I want to get married and have a family. I don't see all of that happening if I continue down this road I am on.

I do know one thing, I dont want to be like those business women in the airport. I dont want to find myself in my late thirties un-married with only my demanding job as my life. I need to make some changes. I'm just glad I realized it early enough, before it was to late.

I want to find the man I can love forever and build an amazing life with. I want the fairtale. I want to live happily ever after with the man of my dreams.