Open Wounds
Time eventually heals all wounds. The terrible part is waiting for time to go by. Every excrushiating second that goes by and you think about him and what he has done to you and how much you hate him for it, but you still have love for him and it makes it all that much worse. Only the ones you love can hurt you this much. Listen to your head, not your heart. Your heart always gets you hurt, your head always keeps you safe. Safeguard your heart. Control your emotions, don't reveal all! My emotions always get the best of me ~ and always get me hurt.
Someday I will find someone who makes me feel the way he did (or better), but they will appreciate me and not lie and try to deceive me. I find the truth always comes out in time. His truth is a dark and shady one, which I was fortunate enough to come across. It only makes it that much easier to get over him knowing about all the lies and deception. When I have those weak moments where I want to call him so I can hear his voice, I read my blogs on My Space and that moment quickly passes and that feeling of missing him, quickly fades. If he is not careful and does not change his ways, he may find himself old and alone like his father. I have known him for over 11 years and have seen how many of his relationships ended and the fucked up shit he pulled. (including ours) Then he always tried to play the victim, the poor me card. This time I thought he had grown up and matured. He proved me wrong, nothing has changed. He is the same person he was 8 years ago when he broke my heart.
I feel for the next woman who crosses his path and falls into the trap. Or maybe she will be the lucky one who breaks his heart for once. I think he needs a dose of his own medicine, before he will change his ways. I may sound very bitter towards him, but I really do wish the best for him. I do still love him, even though I shouldn't. Someday he may realize all of his wrongs and it will probably eat him a live. Hopefully, he can find the strength to change and be happy!
REMEMBER- Why lie when the truth will work just as well. The truth has a way of coming out in the end!
Someday I will find someone who makes me feel the way he did (or better), but they will appreciate me and not lie and try to deceive me. I find the truth always comes out in time. His truth is a dark and shady one, which I was fortunate enough to come across. It only makes it that much easier to get over him knowing about all the lies and deception. When I have those weak moments where I want to call him so I can hear his voice, I read my blogs on My Space and that moment quickly passes and that feeling of missing him, quickly fades. If he is not careful and does not change his ways, he may find himself old and alone like his father. I have known him for over 11 years and have seen how many of his relationships ended and the fucked up shit he pulled. (including ours) Then he always tried to play the victim, the poor me card. This time I thought he had grown up and matured. He proved me wrong, nothing has changed. He is the same person he was 8 years ago when he broke my heart.
I feel for the next woman who crosses his path and falls into the trap. Or maybe she will be the lucky one who breaks his heart for once. I think he needs a dose of his own medicine, before he will change his ways. I may sound very bitter towards him, but I really do wish the best for him. I do still love him, even though I shouldn't. Someday he may realize all of his wrongs and it will probably eat him a live. Hopefully, he can find the strength to change and be happy!
REMEMBER- Why lie when the truth will work just as well. The truth has a way of coming out in the end!
posted by Kimmers @ 11:48 AM
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