Superfical

Have you ever looked and someone and thought, if I don't make some changes in my life that will be me in so many years? That happened to me on my way back from Indiana. I had a layover in Salt Lake City, and I was waiting at the gate and two business women came over. I was sitting there looking at them with their Louis Vuitton luggage, hand bags, briefcases and expensive suits. I realized that was me. I noticed either of the wore wedding rings. They are probably married to their jobs.

I remember when I was younger thinking "If I work hard I can have it all." It seemed all I ever wanted were nice cars and fancy stuff. The designer hand bags and clothes. So I did, I worked hard and climbed the ladder. Now I am where I always said I wanted to be. Very successful! But I'm still not happy. Even though I have all those things I always wanted, they dont seem to matter much anymore. Now I look at my life and all I have accomplished at an early age, I just want a simpler life. I want to live in a big house and acres, with dogs and cats. I want an 8 to 5 job, not one that consumes all my time, stresses me out and has me traveling all over the bay area. Something that I would be happy doing, but stills allows me time with family and to travel. I want to be able to leave work, at work at the end of the day. I want to get married and have a family. I don't see all of that happening if I continue down this road I am on.

I do know one thing, I dont want to be like those business women in the airport. I dont want to find myself in my late thirties un-married with only my demanding job as my life. I need to make some changes. I'm just glad I realized it early enough, before it was to late.

I want to find the man I can love forever and build an amazing life with. I want the fairtale. I want to live happily ever after with the man of my dreams.

Sometimes people surprise you

Sometimes people do things that just completly take you by surprise. For instance, someone who was lying to try and cover up a truth, that they did not want revealed to someone else. Finally comes clean and admits the truth. I must say, I was shocked! But I think it shows that this person is trying to change and maybe growing a little bit. Hopefully, they become a better person because of this experience. Never forget.

I truely do wish this person the best and a long happy life!

I am walking away from this experience with a new outlook on life and love. People come into our lives for a while then quickly go and leave us with new wisdom and understanding, because of their actions and words we are never ever the same.

Thank you to all of my wonderful friends who have stuck by me and supported me through all of this. Thanks for listening and being there when I needed to vent. You are all some of the best friends a girl could ask for. I am truely blessed to have all of you in my life.